effort. how much effort is put in?
if you realize that you have actually gave your all, and gain an A+ for effort,
but performance is still just a B or a C,
doesn’t it make you feel worse? cause you’ve put in your hardest, you’ve gave your all, but you still can’t yield the best results.
but on the other hand, at least you knew that you’ve tried your best and there’s no regrets.
some things, are just not within our control. not within our control. need to learn to let go.
i wonder how long more can i tank maybe i’ve been trying too hard.
glad to have you there when i cried; thank you.